Saturday, December 15, 2012

Complaining

You're so busy with everything else. It seems like you don't really want me anymore. I'm starting to believe it, too.
It's not like anyone else wants me, why should you? Why would you?
No one here wants me. No one here cares enough to ask if I'm okay when they see the scars on my wrists.
Not one damn person has noticed. I don't go out of my way to hide them, either. Sometimes I wonder if there's a point to the agony.

Sunday, December 9, 2012

I'm getting better. Y'know. Emotionally. I'm still depressed, but not nearly as much as I was a few weeks ago.
Also. I'm sorry for not updating as much as I should. I'm a terrible person, I know.
I've refrained from self-harm for quite a while now. About 2 months, I believe.
Uhm. I'm still at 1/2" on my earlobes. They're healed, now, though.
I got glasses.
Yup.